Went to my favorite shop to get whites and found myself a set of foxes bones. Always liked to make studies of bones.
One of my Shelas from the Gods series : The fear Shela na gig.
You pass through her portal by letting go of your fears. Than she will take all your pain and sorrow, everything shitty, the whole lot. No bother. If you concentrate on the eyes you will see your fear concentrate on the moon, you will let go.